April 2010
thoughts :
I do have control don’t I?
I should be happy, am I right?
… So why is it that I have this sick feeling in my stomach like I’m gonna throw up in disgust?
heartfelt.
- ... After sending" Thank You" email to Keith.
- Keith : That's the sweetest email I got from you. Omg, I so fucking love you. I wish I am with you right now. So so happy. So so blessed. I never get any luck in casinos. I never get any luck in relationships. But this time and after reading the email I feel like I struck lottery. I know you're not a math person. But the odds are unbelievable. I love Kuchiku and I will always love kuchiku. If you ask me if I will meet someone like you, with the brains with the looks with the love, I would say humanly impossible. I wouldn't try my luck. Maybe because I'm nice to people that's why I found kuchi. If there's anything proud for me to talk about in my 33 years of being in this universe, it's you. I wouldn't skip a beat about talking about you. I really love kuchi.
- Shisei : OMG U ARE SO SWEET.
- - Just like that, I went from being feeling like the world's biggest loser to the epic center of the universe.
thoughts :
If there’s one thing that sets you apart from the rest, is how you make me feel like I’m the only one.
thoughts :
Is it possible to love someone so much?
Is it possible to miss someone so much?
update :
“There’s a love that transcends, all that we’ve known of ourselves. And I’ll wait for it to come, I’ll wait for it to come. Well it’s got to be strong to touch my heart through its shell
And I’ll wait for it to come , I’ll wait for it to come “
thoughts :
While most people think it’s our brain that controls our actions, it is often our heart that gets the biggest workout. It can make us do the craziest of things, but it can also let us take a chance on new adventures. Because when we open our hearts, we can explore a world of love and be pleasantly surprised by the people already in our lives. .. But unfortunately our hearts are very senstive and when they are broken, everything around us is shattered.
Total eclipse of the heart.
thoughts :
A list of things that’s on my mind right at this moment.
1. It’s Sunday and I don’t feel Sunday-ish.
2. Where’s Keith?
3. I should get my braces done.
4. Where should I get my braces done? Vietnam or Singapore?
5. I’m hungry. What should I have for dinner?
6. Will Man Utd win the match?
7. How should I celebrate my 21st birthday?
8. I love SATC.
9. Should I buy that BCBG dress?
10. I need a friend now.
update :
Things to do for this year :
1. Learn to converse in basic Vietnamese.
2. CUSTOMIZE MY MAC!!!!
3. Hong Kong with Kuchiku.
thoughts :
Managing people you have no control on and can’t converse with has to be THE WORST THING ever.
I hope no one I know has to go through what I’ve just been through.
update :
i need my nylon mag fix!
thoughts :
Number 134 on my list of dislikes.
I get really upset when losers send me some app or video on my fb wall.
Losers = my definition of losers. Not everyone, just some people who are on my loser list.
