SHESEY

reading the things i wrote and feeling the feelings that i felt. i remember writing those words and i have never felt more alive. more alive for loving. more alive for being alive. more alive to live for life. never being in doubt, never being in fear. trusting. trusting my love. trusting my heart. trusting my instinct. trusting what my head tells me. remembering how i wanted to go everywhere with you, how i could never ever leave your side. recalling how everything was dull without you. now, im more aware. now, i know what life’s struggles are. now, im no longer the same person that i was. i wish you’d meet me now. would you be taken with the person that i am now. would you believe that every word i wrote was earnest and from the core of my soul. would you go back and read the words that i wrote to you when i was young and wild. i strive to live my life better, to make better decisions, to live freely. to live purely. to live without fear. 

l’amour fou. 

Overwhelmed by sight.